Leave me alone...in my dreams...

...gdje se isprepliću jecaji stvarnosti
...gdje tišina otima nadu...
posljednje zrnce pijeska u pustinji...
posljednju suzu u mojim očima...
...svijet u kojem vrijeme ne postoji...

Linkovi

Ferdo
Ujka
Miss Cyanide
Blacken The Angel my utopia
Angel of Death
Kill me
Black rose
Daenerys
Nina
blood river
Moji snovi su stvarnost
Petra

Opet lomiš ogledala...
uzalud se trudiš da zaboraviš
samo ćeš tugu razbiti na više dijelova
mozaik sjećanja zaboli u svitanje
neka jutra daleka i snena
onda se zapitaš ponekad
hoćeš li prepoznati misao koju si čuvao
uz kavu u nekom kutu svog vremena
da li se igrala,
ili je zaista voljela
hoće li se ona tebe sjetiti
u sumraku neke davne godine
uz zamagljene prozore
da li ce i tada biti ona ista
ili možda bolja
I onda ćeš se izgubiti,
u onom istom labirintu u kojem si je sreo
ranjivu i daleku,
divlju zabludu koju nisi ukrotio
zato što je toliko ličila na tebe
zaboravit ćeš koje je pjesme voljela,
čega se plašila,
i kako je lijepo lagala
Ostat ce samo dijelovi tog vremena,
neka bolna sjecanja
i gorka praznina koja ubija,
par napisanih pjesama
i ONA
...tvoja divlja i neukrotiva...











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U modrom svitanju jutra…
još naslućujem poraz lažne požude
tuđe ruke ...
nevjerne poglede i tvoje oči sanjive
Dobivaš ili gubiš?
Bježim ili ostajem?
osamljeni u ljubavi uvijek se pronalaze,
tamo gdje spokoj prestaje,
gdje nebo zemlju tek ovlaš dodirne,
gdje se ljube kišne kapi,
između sna i buđenja
na dnu srca gdje se tuga sakriva
Još me ljubiš njezinim usnama
i ruke podmećeš da me podsjetiš
samo da ne zaboravim ...
Pohotu ljubavnika u oluji dodira
između sjaja i tame
bluda i zablude
vrisak kojim se dozivamo
tišina kojom se pozdravljamo
u predvorjima beskonačnosti
nikad dočekanog svitanja
I vežem ruke za tvoje želje
zarobljena u vosku divljeg meda
za tebe božanski lijepa,
ponekad samo ohola i lažljiva
po potrebi čedna i nestvarna
ali uvijek samo tvoja
U pjesmi rođena
tvojim usnama sluđena
u tvojim očima zarobljena
lažna spoznaja svih tvojih nemira
kiša u praznim prozorima
neuhvatljiva i nedodirljiva,
zarobljen odraz u ogledalima
tvoje konačnosti ili strasti
ljubavnica ili djevojčica,
odabrana ili prognana,
Samo mi reci da sam još tvoja
dok ti se bosonoga nudim u hladnim noćima
mazno se protežem u tvojim mislima
dok ti grizem usne kao jagode
i zavodim plesom divljih vjetrova
pošalji vojsku pjesama u moje snove
i ... čuvaj me ...
od sebe i hladnih dodira
na snenim jastucima našeg vremena
tamo gdje sve počinje i prestaje ...
















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Nestaneš…
svaki put kad te snovima dotaknem,
i opet iznova na rubu tuge i radosti.
Čudne su te misli naše neostvarive.
i vjerujem ili ne,
i volim te ili možda ne.
Sve dok se ne dodirujemo
sve dok mi ne znaš ukus usana,
i miris kose,
puštam te.
Ne odustajem.
Naći ću tu djevojčicu u tebi,
probudit ću i onu posljednju iskru požude.
Jednom kad bude sve a opet ništa ne bude,
Jednom kad se umoriš od bježanja,
zaspat ćeš na mojim rukama.
I pustit ćemo kiše da pjevaju,
pisat ćemo pjesme bez riječi i rime,
sjetit ćeš se neke davne zime,
i reći da sam tvoja ludica.
Ona ista koja je čekala sve ove godine,
samo jedno sneno svitanje,
jedan čežnjiv pogled u daljine.
Dok ti budem usnama tražila sve tajne putove,
tu negdje na tvojim leđima...
Ne budi me i ne reci mi da voliš me.
Ljubav je ta lažna spoznaja
Sebična i ranjiva.
Ukradi mi osmjehe lažljive i sakrij u svoje džepove...
Ugnijezdi se u moje oči sanjive,
i ostani tu do kraja vremena...
zarobljen između svjetova,
u javi svog sna,
tu na rubu mojih usana.






Evanescence
"My Imortal"

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

You used to captivate me
By your resonating life
Now I'm bound by the life you've left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along









Whitin Temptation
"Memories"

In this world you tried
Not leaving me alone behind
There's no other way
I'll pray to the gods: let him stay

The memories ease the pain inside
Now I know why

REF:
All of my memories
Keep you near
It's all about us
Imagine you'd be here
All of my memories
Keep you near
The silent whispers
The silent tears

Made me promise I'd try
To find my way back in this life
I hope there is away
To give me a sign you're okay
Reminds me again
It's worth it all
So I can go home

REF

Together in all these memories
I see your smile
All the memories I hold dear
Darling you know I love you till the end of time

REF













Within Temptation
"Ice Queen"

When leaves have fallen
And skies turned into grey
The night keeps on closing in on the day
A nightingale sings his song of farewell
You better hide for her freezing hell

On cold wings she's coming
You better keep moving
For warmth, you'll be longing
Come on just feel it
Don't you see it?
You better believe it

When she embraces
Your heart turns to stone
She comes at night when you are all alone
And when she whispers
Your blood shall run cold
You better hide before she finds you

Whenever she is raging
She takes all life away
Haven't you seen?
Haven't you seen?
The ruins of our world

She covers the earth with a breathtaking cloak
The sun awakes and melts it away
The world now opens its eyes and sees
The dawning of a new day

Whenever she is raging
She takes all life away
Haven't you seen?
Haven't you seen?
The ruins of our world














Within Temptation
"Angels"

Sparkling angel I believed
you were my saviour in my time of need.
Blinded by faith I couldn't hear
all the whispers, the warnings so clear.
I see the angels,
I'll lead them to your door.
There's no escape now,
no mercy no more.
No remorse cause I still remember
the smile when you tore me apart.

Chorus:
You took my heart,
deceived me right from the start.
You showed me dreams,
I wished they'd turn into real.
You broke your promise and made me realise.
It was all just a lie.

Sparkling angel, I couldn't see
your dark intentions, your feelings for me.
Fallen angel, tell me why?
What is the reason, the thorn in your eye?

I see the angels,
I'll lead them to your door
There's no escape now
no mercy no more
No remorse cause I still remember
the smile when you tore me apart

Chorus:
You took my heart,
deceived me right from the start.
You showed me dreams,
I wished they'd turn into real.
You broke the promise and made me realise.
It was all just a lie.
Could have been forever.
Now we have reached the end.

This world may have failed you,
it doesnt give you reason why.
You could have chosen a different path in life.

The smile when you tore me apart.





Nigthwish
"End Of All Hope"

It is the end of all hope
To lose the child, the faith
To end all the innocence
To be someone like me
This is the birth of all hope
To have what I once had
This life unforgiven
It will end with a birth

No will to wake for this morn
To see another black rose born
Deathbed slowly covered with snow

Angels, they fell first but I'm still here
Alone as they are drawing near
In heaven my masterpiece will finally be sung

It is the end of all hope
To lose the child, the faith
To end all the innocence
To be someone like me

Wounded is the deer that leaps highest
And my wound it cuts so deep
Turn off the light and let me pull the plug

It is the end of all hope
To lose the child, the faith
To end all the innocence
To be someone like me
This is the birth of all hope
To have what I once had
This life unforgiven
It will end with a birth

Mandylion, without a face
Deathwish without a prayer
End of hope
End of love
End of time, the rest is silence

Mandylion, without a face
Deathwish without a prayer
End of hope
End of love
End of time, the rest is silence

It is the end of all hope
To lose the child, the faith
To end all the innocence
To be someone like me

This is the birth of all hope
To have what I once had

It is the end of all hope
To lose the child, the faith
To end all the innocence
To be someone like me

It is the end of all hope
To lose the child, the faith

End of all hope